Friday 1:10 am - aka 5 days until I leave...

wow. 5 days and I'll be on a place going somewhere I've never even been..

I have my life packed away in boxes and a backpack...

I can't decide if I'm going to miss it here or not.. I know that might sound 'harsh' but I've lived her ALL of my 22years and well I'm the type that needs to see what else is out there...

Kinda like my India trip.. I just had to see what it was like over there.. :)

I know I will miss my friends and family... Especially my mother... I honestly don't know what I'm going to do without her being a text message away... I can't even think of a day I haven't texted her at least once... I hope to get a phone over there with international text messaging... or at least have a computer with aol instant messaging... whoa.. its starting to hit me about leaving in 5 days!....

I thought leaving Jamie was going to be hard.. but since I don't really see her anymore because of the bf... I'm kinda used to her not really being there anymore... :( I mean I'll miss our nightly talks... but hey maybe she'll email me when she has the time...

I can't even begin to think about how life over there is because well today I found out which Starbucks I'll be working at and well.. looking at Google-earth... my house to where my work is looks like a good LONG walk... lol (I'm not going to have a car while I'm there...) so its going to be either a bike or bus... google earth says 13minutes.. BUT by the looks of it... whoa!!!

oh yeah.. I found a house.. its a sharehouse with 4 other roommates plus jessica... her and I will be sharing a room because its so darn expensive there!!! $280 dollars a WEEK! so, hopefully we won't have to send home a 'dear mom and dad please send money, we're so broke it ain't funny' letter :)

Jess and I will both be working for Starbucks for the first 6 months and during this time we will be in Brisbane... after the 6 months... who knows for sure where we will go... but we pretty much just decided on settling down for 6 months to get used to everything down there and then travel around...

I will keep you posted! If you have any questions please feel free to ask! and if you have any advice! please do share!

love always.

dayyy