Sometimes I burst into tears. not sad tears but happy tears. tears of joy. i sometimes just cry because
i'm so in love with a man that truly cares and wow. sometimes i worry about the small things. why? sometimes i think about things far too long and far too deep. learning about someones death can do a lot to a person. especially when you had lost touch with that friend. people really don't understand that tomorrow isn't promised. and i know i am one of those people. I live like tomorrow will be here. even though today could be my last. i know you should never go to bed angry. but I also need to start to not worry about the little things. so much. i have the most amazing husband a girl could ever ask for. i am beyond lucky. i have a husband that loves me for me, in the morning, afternoon and even in the night. he knows me as me, and yet he still loves me. he puts up with my crazy moods. and tears. and everything about my life. i am madly in love with him. he supports me. i support him. i love him in the morning, afternoon, and during the night.. he truly completes me and i know i found my soul mate. him and i have some amazing similarities between us. which sometimes freak me out. but i know its a good thing. so all in all, pick up the phone, call your friend and tell them you love them. don't wait til tomorrow.
cuz you might not be able to pick up that phone and call them. so just do it. don't hold grudges they just aren't worth it. don't hold onto the
pity stuff. i know Neil knows I love him but i will forever tell him just because i know i love to hear it and feel it.
Being pushed out of someones life hurts. especially when you care about them. but, you know the saying, 'if you love someone, let them go, if they come back - it was meant to be' I guess it just really hurts me when I have to sit back and see my friends life through facebook because she has a different life than me... yet at one point her and i were 'bff's' that hurts... but, I will give her the space she needs... and I will continue to love her the same...
To all my friends and family - remember I love you and I always will...
xoxo
